Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Reflection

Few days back from a mini trip to Banff, and feel like blah. Don't know how to explain it. The one night and 2 days in Banff was full of laughs, soreness, and mixed emotions. By the end I was kinda pissed for no reasons with the people I was with. Although I do feel bad over it I could really figure out what was the reason behind it. But it was nice to go out outdoors with the cool mountains and the cool pine trees. It was very pretty there and nostalgic. Canoing was very difficult. I cannot believe why it was so hard to stay straight, by the end of the night my arms were killing me!!! -__- But I hope that all that hard work did something for my arms. Now I am really frustrated with inches!! Ugh. It's like I never seem to lose fat! I hate that! I hope! I really hope and need to lose these extra inches! If I cannot be a wall I will dammit be toned! I have such low self image. Ugh. WHY!?
LIST:
1. MUST get into business.
2. Get another job, earn money
3. Get thin, toned!
4. Paris? Tokyo?

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