Thoughts

17.08.08. 2:38 am.
Yesterday at work, all the stuff they had to do to prepare for that wedding. Beside me, being slow in service at the end, everything I think was ok. The first time I have seen Hall D like that. It was awesome. The beige color, the draping of the curtains, and the loads of orchid flowers was so beautiful. Anyways, back to thoughts, at the moment, I cannot seem to sleep. Too much overthinking and also my room is too hot to sleep. Oh, how I wish I could afford for the summer vacations for 2009. I could already imagine how the days would even before I am there. That is how I am! I get excited for something and over think the idea too much. Sometimes I think thinking too much would actually stop the trip from going. I really, really, really want this to go through. But there is always the problem which involves the almighty dollar. Why!? Everything cost money in this world! To go somewhere, to stay somewhere! To eat something, to do something. I am sometimes so sick of it, but I know that I love money. The world revolves this paper money that every country makes and distribute. So much power is given to a coloured paper bill. I totally need another job, and if allows a third! I just hope that my studies will not follow behind and in reverse will rise because of the goals and the pressure. (fingers crossed.)